all my life i wanted to be someone

We meet again. Hope everyone is having a good wknd. Mine's been relaxing. Decided to forego the booze for reading & watching movies in bed. Plus get my tan on since we had beautiful weather this weekend. Meh summer's almost over. Also just got back from the movies with my mom, dad and lil jose. Saw Last Exorcism. I love all those bullshit, semi scary movies. Just entertainment for me. Plus Eli Roth produced it & who doesn't love Bear Jew? You all better know who Bear Jew is. Just saying. Anyway, just playing in my room in my fave f21 sun dress (actually my only sundress bc why on earth would I of all people own more than one). It's pretty. Not me. But I still love it.

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now I don't hardly know her

Clearly someone needs to do a little shopping. Aka me. Hanging out before bedtime browsing topshop. Can you see the theme? Yeah thought so. There's so many amazing knits on the site...I can't wait to get my hands on some....as well as my next paycheck ;). And I love the tapered trousers. I definitely want to pair them with one of the knits and my oxford shoes. Perfect fall looks. But I will admit...I am not ready for it. It was barely 70 in the city today. WTF! It's August dude. Reality check right there. Where's everyone shopping for their chunky knits? You know I'm one for discovering new things.

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i can't be saved

I'm bored. And that makes me really happy. I finally have a second to breathe and just sit in my bed and not do anything. Aka be silly with photobooth. Silly or vain? I'm not really sure. But I'm fully enjoying these moments by myself without anyone yapping in my ear. Would have been better if it were sunny outside...but this will do. Once I can pick up a new routine I'll get back into the swing of things. All I've been buying lately are books so nothing new to show. And I refuse to take any sort of picture of my outfit during the week bc that's how drained I am when I get home. Anyway....

This will surely be in my life soon. Perfect for fall. But not sure how topshop jacket sizes run...so still waiting to order. I'm too lazy to go to the store. Meh. Happy mother ******* weekend. =)

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i know just how to feel

Can we please take a second to look at the epicness of how cool these shoes are? Yea...I mean. I need. And want to know the best damn part? They're both from f21! Under 20 bucks. I mean. The color of the boots are to die for and the coolness of the flats are epic. I just picture dirty skinny british rock n roll dudes wearing them. Which obviously means I need them and want to look like a dirty british rock n roll dude. I mean who doesn't? Right? Just me?...hmm. Ok my wknd consisted of too much feasting, booze & unnecessary large stamps on my hand. Back to nap.

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your eyes are sparkling with teenage fire

So good news....got a new job. Bad news....that means I'm exhausted and will probably continue to suck at blogging. But rest assured I'm not letting this baby go that easily. I fully intend to keep up with my blog. Maybe a wknd thing..nighttime thing. Who knows. I just started so we'll see how everything plays out. Anyway...had a relaxing wknd that ended with a day spent by the pool at my aunt/uncle's. Beers and bbq. Perfect way to start the new week.

Yours truly.

Mal had to stay on the float the whole time considering her foot was taped in a bag due to her surgery earlier that week. Although she seriously does not look like someone who just had surgery.

Aw Georgie in the background. And there you have my brother & sister aka 'the twins' aka 'the kids' that I don't think I've shown on the blog. They're cute. And yes they really are twins. Hope everyone's doing well.

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never said i wanted to improve my station

Just some things I'm diggin' lately & thought I'd share. I want to live in that sweater all winter long. Damn why am I even thinking of winter considering it's a suana outside? But yes...oversized (possibly colorful) knits are in my future.

Two amazing outfits. Although brown is not particularly flattering on me..I'm into this outfit. Probably try something out in black although I own nothing of the sort. Yea I need to shop.

And this...well just because. Started out as a crazy week. My sister had to have an emergency run to the hospital after our orthopedist found something off in her foot that was causing her pain. This led my uncle (an oncologist) calling for an emergency mri and biopsy. Luckily during the biopsy they were able to rule out needing any bone marrow. Which then led to the discovery that whatever it is (I will never be able to learn the medical term I hear going back btw my dad & uncle) is benign. She's stuck on crutches for a bit & has some pain but it could've been worse. Also I got some good news which I will eventually share. So the week's ending on a good note.

xx happy wknd

you must obey or you will bleed

Went out with the girls sat night and wore this LnA muscle tee tank with a white lace cami underneath. The cami is from h&m in the underwear section...not even five bucks. Perfect for that underneath touch. I just paired it with my black scalloped UO black shorts. Easy comfortable outfit. And yes that's a shitload of sillybands on my wrist. I'm five years old. Had a really shitty week and this one isn't starting off any better but hey guess I have to be optimistic. Anyway...b'squared (the firm I was working for) is currently looking for a fall intern. So if any of you are interested in learning fashion pr & love accessories let me know and I'll put in a good word for you. I highly recommend it...guaranteed an amazing experience.

xx